♥ Monday, February 9, 2009 ♥
after my maid left when i was pri 5
i m taught to be independent.
whenever im sick, i go to the doctor myself.
even i was very very sick till i cant stand it, i still must endure it till the end.
and even im sick at sch and still doing projs till late nite, i had to take train back myself, and endure it till im back home. my dad wont drive me back home. this is wad environment i grew up.
and from young, mum always told me to be concentrate on studies. cant let love matters influence me.
she said i must learn to know love and studies are two different things. and i must know how to handle it seperatly.
Now that i have grown up. i began to love and im being loved.
both studies and you are important to me.
i really hope that you could understand. that im not putting my priotities on my studies first.
both studies and you are the main key in my heart, and i cant neglect my studies too as what i had promised my mum.
i understand u really need me at times, but i really have to focus on my sch work too and plus for now is my final year..
sometimes i do really need you too, but u were in camp, or busy with work or playing with ur game. i will always wait for you.
Its just a few more months till i graduate and you ORD. Lets endure it my dear!
i love you as much as u love me. Maybe you cant tell but It's jus a different way that i protray my love for u.
Stopped singing @ 7:32 PM ♥
