nw i realise.
i stand alone.
they claim they understand
but they noe NOTHING at all.
n mayb im close to none of them in the real world.
they only believe wad they thinks.
once they think is wrong. N thats final.
N gives no chances.
i noe they care.
but no one wana hear mi or believes.
how abt puting urself in my shoes.?ever thought tat?how would u feel?
this is the first i had ever fell so deep , so deep before.
they dun understand y i fell so deep for.
perhaps they thought they knew y. but thats might be only the surface.
they will never noe wads the depth abt.
im so so disappointed nw, felt so right to the end..
both sides are my precious.
i wan both.
i wan peace.
i had learnt my lesson.
i am closing the door.
keep my mouth shut from nw.
even if it needs to close my eyes n ears.
i will.
nt becos of anyone,
this is my own will.
Stopped singing @ 1:02 PM ♥