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♥ Friday, November 30, 2007 ♥

alot of ppl cry after hearing them singing this song.

讓每個人都心碎

作詞：陳家麗　作曲：黃大煒

城市一片漆黑　

誰都不能看見誰

除非緊緊依偎

我讓自己喝醉　

沒有你我就不能入睡

整夜又整夜的徘徊

我說過我絕對不會後悔

寂寞是被原諒的罪

愛情怎麼讓每個人都心碎

怎麼去安慰

愛情怎麼讓每個人都流淚

你的淚燙傷我的臉

那一次我感到傷悲

你的淚燙傷我的臉

從此就再也說不出　

我愛誰

Stopped singing @ 3:01 PM ♥

♥ ♥

my hair nw is damm bian. -.-

anyway. hurray! my sofa bed is here !

ytd was doing some adjustment to the bed then nt carfully gt hit my the table behind mi

lol.

that was a damm painful one.

somemore is kena my head.

then abit seh seh..gt headache ytd.

haha..

Stopped singing @ 1:07 PM ♥

♥ Wednesday, November 28, 2007 ♥

todae power man !!

IM REALLY SUPERWOMAN!

3 interviews in one day !!

ahaha..

morning 10am one (AMK)

afternoone 2pm one (City Hall)

evening another 5pm one !!! (Clerk Quay)

plus raining ~!!!

zzz..

then after that meet bin/yunni/eve/aaron/edwin for dinner cum chit chat session

lol.

TIRED TIRED TIRED

yea. tml go do rebonding ~~~!!

n tml my purple sofa bed is arriving !!!

YIPEE !!!!!!

Stopped singing @ 11:07 PM ♥

♥ Tuesday, November 27, 2007 ♥

jus nw in the afternoon another company called.

sell cosmetics de..

ask mi oso tml go for interview.

but at 5pm.. heng.. timming didint clash..haha..

then tml hav to wake up kinda early

cos the mph interview is in the morning.

gotta reach their HQ at 10am.

n their HQ is located at AMK.

zzz..

frm AMK muz take bus n walk in somemore..

so far..

anyway my bookshelf had arrive !!

yea. finally dad gt it frm ikea todae.

then after dinner.

bro/sis/dad n me fixing up my bookshelf..

gt a minor accident jus nw

carrying the bookshelf halfway.

the bookshelf ''kiap'' my fingers !!!!!!!

PAIN AH !!!!!

all 4 fingers kena squashed..

lol..

but lucky nv broken.

hahaa..

my room nw in a big mess !!!

dunno where to start packing.

Stopped singing @ 10:13 PM ♥

♥ ♥

after sending quite a number of job applications ytd afternoon.

jus nw my phone rang..

MPH CALLED ME TO GO INTERVIEW TML !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

YESH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOPEFULLY I CAN GET THE JOB !!

$6 per hour

only work mon-fri

9am to 7pm only !!!!

SO GOOD !!!

wkn still can go out !!!

gd gd gd !!!

Stopped singing @ 1:39 PM ♥

♥ ♥

here are some pictures on last week gathering.

Stopped singing @ 11:01 AM ♥

♥ Monday, November 26, 2007 ♥

todae didnt went out.

stayed home.

practice piano..

use com.

find jobs online.

sent a few job application in the afternoon..

jus nw watched S-POP.

i support local music/talent !!

nice.

hearing them sing all the old songs.

althought mostly are old songs but the lyrics veri veri meaningful.

JJ played piano n sang too..

NICE NICE NICE..

so nice to hear ppl zi tan zi chang

meng fei chuan was also invited.

N i like one of their song !!!!!

DAMM NICE.

perhaps it somehow refects abt my thoughts..

不值得

作詞：林毅心　作曲：林毅心

除了想你　除了愛你 woo　

我什麼什麼都願意

翻開日記　整理心情 woo　

我真的真的想放棄

你始終沒有愛過　

你在敷衍我一次一次忽略我的感受

我真的感到力不從心　

無力繼續

這感情　

不值得我猶豫

不值得我考慮　

不值得我愛過你

這種回憶　

不值得我提起

不值得想起　

不值得哭泣

這段感情　

早就應該放棄

早就不該讓我浪費時間找奇蹟

這樣的你　

不值得我恨你

不值得我為你而壞了心情　huh～

我決定不為你而灰了心

放棄愛你

除了想你　除了愛你 woo　

我什麼什麼都願意

翻開日記　打開心情 woo　

我真的真的想放棄

你始終沒有愛過　

你在敷衍我

一次一次忽略我的感受

我真的感到力不從心　

無力繼續

這感情　

不值得我猶豫

不值得我考慮　

不值得我愛過你

這種回憶　

不值得我提起

不值得想起　

不值得哭泣

這段感情　

早就應該放棄

早就不該讓我浪費時間找奇蹟

這樣的你　

不值得我恨你

不值得我為你而壞了心情　huh～

我決定不為你而灰了心

為你而放棄愛情不為你而灰了心

我決定不為你而灰了心放棄愛你

Stopped singing @ 10:42 PM ♥

♥ Sunday, November 25, 2007 ♥

todae went out the WHOLE DAY with family!!

so tired.

as usual every sun morning i will go piano lesson.

after that went nova furnising mall to shop for my bed n bookself.

saw many funitures~!

N I BOUGHT A PURPLE SOFA BED ~!

wahahhaha.. =x

is purple again ! yes ~!

we also order our curtains there.

N AGAIN ~!

i chose PURPLE CURTAINS ~!!!!

lol

wahahahha..

intending to hav a room with shades of purple furnitures ~!!!! woo ~!! how nice !!

after that. went to queensway shopping centre.

to buy my bro's basketball shoes.

n sister bought slippers.

i bought FBT 's shorts too..

hahaa..

then we proceed to IKEA.

walked quite long..

till i found a stylish designed bookshelf

This time is nt in purple.

=.=

hahah.

ya. anyway, i found the texture quite nice!!!

haha. is in black with many many white patterns.

but we didnt get the shelf todae cos is too big cant fit into daddy's car.

so mum said dad will drives his lorry to get it another day.

sis bought a red heart pillow with 2 hands sticking out. =.=

bought a weighing machine too. hahaa..

n i bought a pillow thats in....guess wad colour?

hahaha..

YESH !!!!!

IS IN PURPLE !!!!

WOO..

lol.

haha..

ok.. todae is a tiring day.

lol.. so took a cab back to boonlay shopping centre to meet dad.

sis bought her bed there too.

n we had dinner at the food court there.

then went back HOME finally.

tired. tired. tired.

Stopped singing @ 9:58 PM ♥

♥ ♥

im banging my head against the wall though i noe the wall wont break n my head will bleed.

im back to square one.

i hate this feeling.

Stopped singing @ 12:13 AM ♥

♥ Saturday, November 24, 2007 ♥

Stopped singing @ 12:08 AM ♥

♥ Friday, November 23, 2007 ♥

had been going out for the past few days.
having fun and eating alot!!!
N
SPENDING ALOT TOO ~!!
tues went orchard shopping with yihui n my sister.
buy alot ~~!
wed went bac school to play badibinton/basketball with classmates.
thurs went to eat sushi buffet with xavier they all.
fri which is todae.
hahaha..
went bugis with yunni/violet/bin.
SHOPPING AGAIN ~~!!
haven been spending ALOT ALOT ALOT~~!!
sobx.
im gonna broke!!!

after all the shopping outings,

(from tues till fridae)

i bought :

forever21 sunglass @ $11

ring @ $3.90

topshop blouse @$46

scaf @ $16.90

spagiette top @ $15

some stationary stuff @$4.15

FOOD ~!!

(from tues till fridae)

sushi buffet @ $20

chicken rice with dumpling soup @ $5

KFC student meal @ $4 plus ? (cant remember)

(n some extra snacks i ate) @ $4 plus oso ?

tian ping @$3.50

Pepper Lunch @ $5.50

OMG!!
i need a job !!!
actually i noe, playthings company shothanded recently.
but i dun wan go back there again leh.. so sian !!
n i dun like one of the superviors.
i would prefer another job!
aahaha..
lol..
tml im gg out again ~!~~!!!!
shit.

Stopped singing @ 11:29 PM ♥

♥ Thursday, November 22, 2007 ♥

Stopped singing @ 12:10 AM ♥

♥ Saturday, November 17, 2007 ♥

ASSIGNMENTS FINISHED !!!!!!!!!

YEAAHHH!!!!

WOOO...

im FREE at last!!!

N im at my NEW HOUSE LE !

yeah..

jus shifted here todae..

wahahahhaha..

i think here is much much more convientnent.

down stairs gt food court n mini mart.

SO fang bian~~!!

woo.. near bus stop oso.

ahahhaha..

n near pionner mall n gekpoh.

wahahaha..

n near qiuyun's n chunbin's n fir's hse.

wahahaa...

but is kinda tiring to move house..

ytd, after i submitted all my projs.!!!

DAMM SHUANG !!!

wahhaha..

then after that went home.

started packing my room. till nite.

n this morning still contiune packing the whole house.

movers came at ard 12plus.

n we started moving.!!!

help to carry all the boxes..

down frm my old house.

then up to new one.

pack n unpack.

hahahahahahhahahh..

tiring but fun.

but nw my room gt no bed.

hahaha

only gt waredrobe,aircon,ceiling fan,tables n chair.

NO BED!!

ahaha

ohya n my room is in PURPLE COLOUR !!

waahahhahaha..

i like my new house.

Stopped singing @ 10:19 PM ♥

♥ Saturday, November 10, 2007 ♥

ASS HOLE!

FUCK!

TMD!

DL!

CB!

KNNBCCB!

STRESSED.

Did i made the right decision?

Stopped singing @ 1:30 AM ♥

♥ Monday, November 5, 2007 ♥

todae is a veri suay day.

zzz..

needa submit the magazine design todae.

so todae went early to print.

reach 9am at printing shop.

ok. too early haven open.

then went to eat breakfast.

n go com lab find huilin.

ard 10.30 like tat. go down printing shop.

saw printing shop flooded with ppl lo.

zz. sian diao.

hAiz..

then bo bian the jus queue.

saw prisca was printing.

then aishah came in

n siying oso.

siying say she printed at peace centre.

there no ppl.

so mi n aishah went there instead.

but in the end we came back.

cos we scare the quality no gd.

finally was my turn.timming was abt 11plus.

lesson gonna start at 12.

haix. was thinking dunno can make it in time anot.

anyway. i start to open my file.

then i found out.

my file CANNOT OPEN.

zz..

i started to kan chiong liao

at this critical time. my file cannot open.

so i went back to sch lab to test.

still cant. somehow like corrupted or wad. jus cant open. sobx.

only way was to go back home n take my backup copy.

then i ask teacher to extend time for mi.

as usual he started to nag nag nag.

then he give mi till 3pm.

i was like huh?

enuff meh? walao.. i stay at BOON LAY leh..

then bo bian.

rush down to take cab back home.

i was like gg to burst into tears liao.

y so suay muz this timming my file spoil cannot open.

then saw xavier. he ask where i go.then i cannot 'ren' anymore le.

burst into tears.

haix.suay..zz

anyway.i reached home in 20mins time.

on my laptop. get my file. faster export my file to PDF.

n do the last min editing.

haiz..then ard 2 left home.

jus nice i go down , gt cab.. phew.

this taxi uncle is quite nice. he came to noe abt my suitation.

he drove asap. n i reached sch ard 2.20pm

then faster go to printing shop print.

but printing shop still ALOT OF PPL.

all rushing for submitions too..

zzz..

all last min work. haha..

huilin n alicia then came along too.

had past 3pm alredy.we still stuck at printing shop.

heard one of classmates say. teacher extend time till 6pm.

after 6 he will really leave.

i left printing shop at 5.45

when up to submit my work first

after tat follow by huilin then alicia.

lucky all of us manage to submit in the nick of time.phew.

wad a day.

i had been rushing for the whole day lo.

didnt eat lunch.

somemore spent so much on taxi fare.

n plus printing fees.

so ex..

total i tHink i spent like $27 on taxi.

n another $28 on printing.

$55 in one day!!!!

zzz..

damm broke lo..

my bank no money liao..zz

damm tired oso..

then took train home.

train so fully packed with ppl.

no space to seat.

hAiz. feel so squeeze..

so tired. stand till JE then gt seat.

fell asleep when there is only 2 stops to lakeside frm JE

can tell how tired am i ..

still have abt 10 more days to endure~!!!

arghhh..

i jus hated assesments week.

Stopped singing @ 11:06 PM ♥

♥ ♥

here are some photos of mi n my guitar.

Photographer is Aishah !! (my classmate)

i did some editing in the colours.

haha. .

Stopped singing @ 12:18 AM ♥

♥ Thursday, November 1, 2007 ♥

jus had some thoughts abt sth i feel uncomforable with.

there are some things i choose to hear and not to hear.

but once i hear somethings that i dun wish to hear.

i get agiated.

i wont blow it out imediately.

(will give face to both parties.)

but once it crosses the line.

nobody will like it.

dislike those ppl who thing highly of themselves.

they sux alot.

dun ever think u understand mi alot when u are NOT.

pls fuck off.

and one more thing.

i hate ppl who lie.

dun ever lie to mi.

dun say is jus a prank/joke.

perhaps u might think i wont mind.

cos i usually wouldnt say a thing.

sometimes i dun care too.

but actually i mind alot !

i mind alot wad ppl say n think abt mi.

(depends wad is topic abt )

hate ppl who say im stupid when u are nt tat clever too.

im can be a not nice person too. if anyone force mi to.

im nt tat simple.

im not refering to anyone or wad.

jus suddenly feel uncomforable after thinking some thoughts abt it.

Stopped singing @ 1:11 AM ♥