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♥ Wednesday, August 19, 2009 ♥

TO CHOOSE BETWEEN MARKETING AND PHOTOGRAPHY????
ITS SO HARD ~!!

Its really hard for me to choose..
i scare i will regret.
mum hopes i can choose business of course..
but is really not my interest.
But i know i wont work design/production line for the rest of my life too..
Is just that... hmm.. haix.. i dont really know if i can cope if i take marketing.
as i didnt touch maths n language for 3yrs already, Im scare.
Perhaps if i take back the design course mayb is not tat tougher as compared to marketing?
BUT again. design careers dun last long.
haixx....
im so freaking headache, stressed up by these 2 courses..

Stopped singing @ 1:05 AM ♥

♥ Thursday, March 26, 2009 ♥

Frens,

This is my fyp trailer!~~

Runaway Dancers !

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♥ Monday, February 9, 2009 ♥

after my maid left when i was pri 5
i m taught to be independent.
whenever im sick, i go to the doctor myself.
even i was very very sick till i cant stand it, i still must endure it till the end.
and even im sick at sch and still doing projs till late nite, i had to take train back myself, and endure it till im back home. my dad wont drive me back home. this is wad environment i grew up.
and from young, mum always told me to be concentrate on studies. cant let love matters influence me.
she said i must learn to know love and studies are two different things. and i must know how to handle it seperatly.
Now that i have grown up. i began to love and im being loved.
both studies and you are important to me.
i really hope that you could understand. that im not putting my priotities on my studies first.
both studies and you are the main key in my heart, and i cant neglect my studies too as what i had promised my mum.
i understand u really need me at times, but i really have to focus on my sch work too and plus for now is my final year..
sometimes i do really need you too, but u were in camp, or busy with work or playing with ur game. i will always wait for you.
Its just a few more months till i graduate and you ORD. Lets endure it my dear!
i love you as much as u love me. Maybe you cant tell but It's jus a different way that i protray my love for u.

Stopped singing @ 7:32 PM ♥

♥ Saturday, February 7, 2009 ♥

Dear was admitted to hospital ytd nite.
He fainted at home. He was alredy not feeling well the past few days.
Doctor suspect is denge fever. but not confirm yet.
I was the whole day with him at the hospital.
Seeing him suffering, i felt so helpless. dunoo how can i help him to relieve the pain.
He gt throat infection. Cant really talk much. Cos it hurts alot when he talks.
and he cant eat. cos is damm painful. but doc still wans him to try to eat.
but he drink water alredy very pain. haix. He has not been eating for 3 days already.
He told me he is really hungry but is really too painful for him to swallow the porridge.
and he vomitted 4 times today alredy.
the 3rd time gt blood somemore.
and plus on and off fever and headaches.
i really feel very very heartpain. almost cry out. but i hold it back.
cos i must be strong to take care of him and not to let him worry about me.
But deep in my heart, i feel pain too. haix. im so worried for him.
haix. really really wish that he can faster recover.

Stopped singing @ 10:05 PM ♥

♥ Sunday, December 21, 2008 ♥

i have started my internship for like 3 weeks alredy.
haix. getting busy n under more stress.
a little regret of thinking up the job. cos nw no time too enjoy n relax..
everyone have been wondering wad am i doing in the company.

im a Production Assistant in Dream Forest Productions.
Now dealing a project on Channel's 5 upcoming Telemovie for Valentime's day.
Im in charge of updating the master rundown , preparing of props and looking for Food sponsorers and also plays a role of 2nd Assistant Director in helping the 1st Assistant Director and The Director.

Working in this company only gt one advantage is you get to see/communicate with celebrities.
As i was helping out with the auditions. I helped to read the lines with them as they act.
so far i saw Li Ming Lun , Fiona Xie , Michelle Chong, Huang Hui, 881 's Mindy Ong and some nt famous channel 5 artiste. haha.. Li Ming Lun 's english is damm slang lar ! i was so surprise that his english was so gd ! as i only heard him in chinese as he is always appearing in Chinese dramas. n the best thing is he is very charming in real. haha.. For Fiona Xie, she is cute. haha.. also very friendly , and becos of her tight schdule i had to stay till 8pm n waited for her to conduct the auditions. Tats all abt my work. haa..

Anyway, Last week.. i was down with flu !
the worst flu i ever gt.
high fever till 39.9 !
almost die.
deardear came over to visit mi.
n the next day he gt fever also.
i passed him the virus. lol
anyway nw both of us are alright alredy.

Last tues was also our 1/2 year anniversary ! time filies !!
tat day didnt we had time to celebrate. wad a pity.
and Dear dear had went back to malaysia to visit his relatives since last friday.
miss him alot !!
he nt cfm when coming back..
haix!!
i miss him so much!!

Stopped singing @ 3:01 PM ♥

♥ Sunday, December 7, 2008 ♥

feeling very down. =(

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♥ Saturday, November 29, 2008 ♥

is a sat y am i at home !! =(
so bored..
actually todae gt meet dear..
n we had planned a list of things to do n enjoy oursleves today.
but is morning when i called him wake up..
his army called.. ZzzzzZz..
army called him back !!!
HAIX !!!
DAMM SIAN DIAO LO !!
i had been so busy for my projs last month..
nw im free le..
then he busy with his army liao.. zZzz
thougth todae both of us free. can go out..
but still he gt called back..
Zzzz..
is nt his fault too.. he didnt want it..
IS ALL SAF's FAULT !!
todae is my last wkn to relax..
then monday i need to start work le..
thought can spend my time with dear today n tml fully..
but fate didnt give us a chance to..
sigh.. i jus have to wait..
hope dear can book out asap...
haix. !!!

Stopped singing @ 1:39 PM ♥

♥ ♥

thurs morning went henry hse to help him with photOshop stuff..
saw juan&henry's sweet little hut. haha..
friday which is todae.
went for an interview at Dream Forest Productions
yea!!
n i can start my intern on monday le !!
but also means i cant slack anymore le.. zzzz..
this wkn is my last wkn to relax..
cos after the intern for 6 week
then straight away start sch le..
contiune on FYP !
THE LAST PROJ IN NAFA !
Then until may.. I GRADUATE !!!
then June 15. dear dear ORD !!!
JUNE 16 .=> OUR ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY
cant wait all these to happen.
lol..

Stopped singing @ 12:34 AM ♥

♥ Sunday, November 23, 2008 ♥

is that call accompany mi. when keep playing ur games.. till i make noise then u stop!
cant you jus do other stuff then playing games all the time.
you nv know how bored am i when u play ur game. n i jus keep on surfing net while waiting for u..
n i barely jus ask u a question. u will always return mi the serious n angry tone..
i really really dun like it !
dun like it when u play game and ignore mi.!!
and everytime u said u wont do it again.
and u still did. .
u are way too addicted to your games.

Stopped singing @ 2:57 PM ♥

♥ Friday, November 21, 2008 ♥

im sry.
i missed u too much.
n didnt consider ur feelings.
sry tat i annoyed/irratated u
but i really missed u n love u alot.
im trying to be your perfect gf

Stopped singing @ 8:47 PM ♥